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I am soon to be 31, and am smack in the middle of a painfull seperation/divorce, after 9 difficult years. I have been with a woman, that I loved dearly, letting go of hopes and dreams of a life together has been difficult. We have 2 children together, a teenager that is my bio-child, and a toddler, that we are adopting. Talk about bad timing! My partner has clearly moved on, while I am stuck in lonley mode... I have long forgotten the things I THINK I use to enjoy. I also work full time, and I am a student, and have a 2 1/2 year uphill battle with college to obtain my lic. to Embalm.. YES you read it right. To Embalm, I work at a funeral home... I have a supper great job, that apparently was my second wife.. LOL.. Somewhere along the road of marriage, I was so busy being just a half.. I forgot to be whole. And I have lost a network of friends, and support along the way.. So I am reaching back out into the world, trying to find the me, that I know lives inside. The me, that is buried in circumstance.. I am here, changing my path, and reinventing my self.. Hopefully, I'll find some friends here, to comfort the emptiness, that fills my space at night, some compassion & understanding from others that may be here for the same reasons.
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