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is it nerves or am i sick? Mar 25, 2008 9:40 am
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well, time for me to return to florida.
early this morning, i awoke and last nights supper came up. and i think all of yesterdays food along with it.
this morning, i am terribly nauseated. i ate some toast, and it is threatening me.
i think it is just nerves. all my "don't throw up" medicine is in florida. figures.
i will return home the first week in may. then i will take custody of the oldest grandson.
i think it is my nerves.
hugggggssssssss
tommie, back in florida at nine tonight.
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did i say i would sleep late? Mar 23, 2008 8:16 am
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dang, i will have to watch what i am saying. i have been awake since 0830 after going to bed at 0330. seems little girls don't sleep late, so nanas don't either. lol.
i feel for the children today. there is ice on my car and tiny little snowflakes dancing around in the air. no egg hunt for them.
off i go to shower now, then finish up dinner.
happy easter to all
hugggggsssssss
tommie
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did i say i like to cook? Mar 22, 2008 10:56 pm
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i must have. i got elected to do the dinner for easter. at my house. by 1:30 now.
it is near 1 am right now. i have baked a frozen blackberry cobbler, apple pie, made a cherry cheesecake, some reeses peanut butter bar. i still have a german chocolate cake and lemon meringue pie to do. i normally do all from scratch, but not having the supplies, i didnt do it. and i am lacking in time as you can see. we dyed easter eggs tonight. it has been a busy day.
i have the ham in the pan. will have potatoes, chicken noodles (hand rolled)corn/greenbeans, deviled eggs. pickles. more most likely. i dont know what is inthere as i didnt load the refrigerator down myself.
guess i will put the chicken on the stove now as i will sleep late in the morning, and i will still be up for awhile.
hugggggsssssssssssss
happy easter to all
tommie
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morning already? Mar 22, 2008 9:49 am
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actually, i have been up for a bit. forget how busy you can be when you have children in the house. no real food, their breakfast consisted of donuts, applesauce and fruit bites. they are feigning hunger again already. i did by some corn dogs for lunch.
hugggggssssssssss
tommie
with kids fighting in the back ground
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life is amazing Mar 21, 2008 2:40 pm
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and they grow up.
today i have willow, dalton and bradyn with me. these are three of my 4 grandchildren. i am so child oriented. always have been. i love my babies.
willow is 4 now. she is taking a shower, and washing her own hair. i stood watching her. she says, "why you watching me nana". i tell her because i love her. such a big girl now. amazing. you never think they will be able to do something like this for themself, and then they are doing it. soon she will be cooking eggs on the stove like i taught my kids when they were young. like 7 i believe.
dalton is 7 now. time to learn to fry his own egg, but he does not like them, so i will have to teach him something else. a hotdog i guess. his hair is longer now than when i last saw him. he has very dark brown eyes. such an innocent face for such a mean child. he has gotten out of hand for the others. they cannot control him. he is mean and hateful. the mouth of a teenage child. long story, so i wont tell it all. they got kicked out of child care because of him. he is a fat little boy who no one wants except for his nana. that longer hair and those dark eyes. how can someone not want that?
i will come home soon and he can live with me. he is an amazing young man, they just dont see it.
bradyn is 5. he has a memory stronger than an elephants. he can tell you things that happened to him when he was younger than one, and hit it on the button. no one has even repeated these things to him, so i dont know how he remembers such things. two years ago i put tea bags on his sunburn. today i made tea. he tells me,
"nana, i remember when you put teabags on my sunburn" amazing little boy he is.
amazing grandchildren. my heart aches for my babies. i will be home in may, and i will stay because they need me. yes, i need them too.
life is amazing.
huggggggsssssssss
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and the car is RED!!! Mar 20, 2008 8:00 pm
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missed the tampa connection as i said earlier. but got a flight out by 1130. arrived in st louis by 1250. found luggage ok.
got picked up by the car place
and they gave me a danged RED car!! most people who know me know i dont like red.
i go to the clerk "RED?????" and she looks at me and says yes, red. others around me look at me. i go, i HATE red cars (laughing) i tell them the story, my ex had a red truck and he told people he would have that red truck longer than he had me, he STILL has that red truck!!!
roflmao
well, she convinced me the car is kinda maroon, so i took it.
the grandkids call it my RED hot mama car.
gotta love em.
i am home now for a week.
huggggggggggssssssssssss
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i am in tampa finally Mar 20, 2008 7:37 am
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and the plane did not crash even though i thought for a moment the turbulence was just a bit rough.
i still have to ride on to st louis. i missed my connection by an hour, but they have me on another flight that is going out of here at 11 am. only an hour an a half later than i was supposed to be going. oh well. i will still be home before the kids get out of school. at least, it looks that way for now!!!
hugggggssss to all
will catch you from illinois next.
more hugsss
tommie
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i am not even gonna ask Mar 20, 2008 5:15 am
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i am on my way home to illinois to visit. i made all arrangements ahead of time to be early and on a fairly decent schedule. this morning i woke up at 0430 as my flight is 0735.
i got lost looking for th eparking garage.
it costs 3 dollars extra a day because i have a mini van
the rapid line was not that
my drivers license is expired and the guy told me so, i say i hav ea passport and give him that. he tells me i still need two more identfications. i give him my photoless drivers license, and he takes all three items and runs off. HEY! bring that back! he didt go too far. but he does tell me i need to use my passport until i get a new license. DUH! like i figured that is why i brought it dimwit.
now, it is 0810 am. and since i am on the laptop telling you all of this, you can figure something else happened.
the battery in the plane is dead, and the maintenance men are not here yet to change it.
roflmao
no, i am not even gonna ask that question. i jus tthank the lord my attitude/disposition/whatever on life has changed dramatically in the past few years and i can sit here and laugh about it.
love y'all.
hugggggggssssssssssssssss
tommie
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so silly to pack Mar 19, 2008 6:46 pm
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going home for a visit. leaving in the morning. i pulled out a bag to pack my things. i have barely a thing to pack. illinois is cold. florida is warm. i have my warm weather clothes here and cold weather clothes at home. except for three pairs of jeans and two shirts. i had to laugh at myself. well, i will pack my fuzzy blanket, because i know i will need it. and my two pair of jeans as i will wear one. will seem funny after so long in capri pants. and i will have to wear tennis shoes instead of flip flops or sandals. and i will pack my undies.
done.
now to wait for morning.
i am anxious to go home. worried about how i will do with the next door neighbor. i never called her after her husband died. but i will go see her.
it is supposed to be in the 50's, so i should not freeze to death
guess i should charge the laptop up.
ok, i will quit boring you
for now
huggggggsssssssssss
tommie
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ok, i give up Mar 14, 2008 10:04 pm
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i think i will either go lesbian or join a nunnery. the nunnery is a good idea for me as i would need full attention put to the training as i am not catholic. becoming lesbian would require less training, and my attentions would wander back to men, so i think i will just join a nunnery.
date three. i made dinner for him. he called and let me know he was going to be late. he is sort of a vegetarian, so i thought nothing of it when he didnt eat much of the chicken, and really very little salad. he took me to the riverfront in fort lauderdale. beautiful place. shops, bars, movies, etc. we walked around quite a bit. and we sat and talked. third date now, touching and kissing involved here.
i began talking to him about his separation. divorce, living alone, etc. i already knew he was separated. now to me separation involves a divorce sooner or later.
to him, it involves sleeping in separate bedrooms!
kissing and touching stops.
we continued to walk about, then i finally say lets go. driving home, he pulls into a parking lot, and on his mind is not just kissing and touching. i told him, when i have sex with someone, i was going to do it in a bed. (the man is apparently really dense, which i mistook for shyness)
he drove me on home. he was not getting any from me. when we pulled upnear the house, he asked if i would like to invite him in. to my bed. i told him i think not, and went into the house.
i give up. i really give up. where do you find nun clothes??
hugggggggggssssssssss, believe me, i need them. what a fool i am.
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