/blog/flamekeeper/?pid=p9814 For a time recently I had been feeling like the last one of my tribe. Somehow I felt I had lost the ability to connect to other people. Today while walking in the woods I remembered There is no other. All IS One. /blog/4630/post_113788.html?pid=p9814&m= I just have never multiple posted & thought I would today. Feel chatty I suppose. I've missed cruising through the mental Hard-drive some share on here. I've been doing foster respite care lately. I Wed, 11 Mar 2009 17:50:21 -0800 /blog/4630/post_113788.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_113777.html?pid=p9814&m= When I was a little girlI used to thinkthat souls taken before their time lived in the windLately I'm hearing their cries raging louder than everwailing through February's sleeping leafless trees If I Wed, 11 Mar 2009 11:15:05 -0800 /blog/4630/post_113777.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_113767.html?pid=p9814&m= They told me you were back, asking about me a chill swept through my soul and for a moment, I forgot your name Some have said I love too easilyand wonder what I aim to gain looking into my open heart Wed, 11 Mar 2009 09:17:38 -0800 /blog/4630/post_113767.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_112562.html?pid=p9814&m= If we’re parented by loving people we first learn about love when we’re infants & small children As we grow up and come to know our immediate & extended family, teachers, caretakers an Fri, 13 Feb 2009 05:21:40 -0800 /blog/4630/post_112562.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100911.html?pid=p9814&m= Had to come back on this morning although the hounds of day to day and some life shifts which need my attention are biting at my heels. Last night after my 'ciao' post I went to read 4ever-fun's post Wed, 30 Jul 2008 06:46:44 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100911.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100882.html?pid=p9814&m= I wont be on here for a while.There are things I need to focus on.This place is rather addictive and I'm trying to get some things which are important to me underway.I need a single minded focus now. Tue, 29 Jul 2008 21:06:01 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100882.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100795.html?pid=p9814&m= There've been times when I've turned myselfinside outfor love of truth,or maybe for true love. Then, shivering and blind I awaited execution while praying for reprieve Mon, 28 Jul 2008 17:20:44 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100795.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100695.html?pid=p9814&m= Good Morning.Such glorious thunderstorms last night.I woke up to a constant barrage of flashing light and booming blietzkrieg like spectacle. Since the head of my bed is under a window I felt very vul Sun, 27 Jul 2008 10:14:39 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100695.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100534.html?pid=p9814&m= I have a congested lung but no pneumonia. It's been 11 days of coughing like a firing squad and feeling weak, and with day after day of rain the air was difficult to breathe. Once you've had pneumonia Fri, 25 Jul 2008 18:06:00 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100534.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100500.html?pid=p9814&m= Going to the Dr. It's at a nearby medical building/hospital. Hope they don't keep me. Feeling just awful. Fri, 25 Jul 2008 08:30:00 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100500.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100391.html?pid=p9814&m= And to complete the line-up, I introduce to you, Kashmir. Yes, I've always been a cat lady.All animals actually stir my heart. Thu, 24 Jul 2008 05:06:48 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100391.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100390.html?pid=p9814&m= And this is a photo I took the other day of Kuro, who was watching Kenshi while perched on a big rock. Thu, 24 Jul 2008 05:03:58 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100390.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100389.html?pid=p9814&m= I was given a new kitten, which I named Kenshi Tora which I read means Saber toothed tiger. How do I pronounce that ? Where does one put the emphasis ? Which part of the name means tiger ?He is a bea Thu, 24 Jul 2008 05:01:09 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100389.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_100315.html?pid=p9814&m= Talking about Gaia here. She's really pissed off ! She's offered herself to us and we've scorned her gifts and even caused damage to her.All spring and summer there have been thunderstorms almost ever Wed, 23 Jul 2008 10:42:49 -0800 /blog/4630/post_100315.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_97977.html?pid=p9814&m= It's June and June fills my heart and my life with sun and light. After all these wonderful days being busy outside, I don't seem to have a word to share right now, but I do go around and read your bl Wed, 25 Jun 2008 17:58:58 -0800 /blog/4630/post_97977.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_97349.html?pid=p9814&m= Here's some of the info I researched and wrote for the web site we're getting set up to sell the "ROCKS" I FOUND. The photo is one we took of one of the pieces. Click on it to make it larger. It was c Wed, 18 Jun 2008 17:24:29 -0800 /blog/4630/post_97349.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_97334.html?pid=p9814&m= Feeling much better. Nothing has changed but since my attitude was slipping I've been working at hoisting back to a reasonable level. Survival and finances are my main mood busters and in this economy Wed, 18 Jun 2008 13:05:40 -0800 /blog/4630/post_97334.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_97159.html?pid=p9814&m= Humbug !Feeling sad today. Don't even feel able to write so I'll slip away before anyone catches it and see what I can do to improve my mood. Mon, 16 Jun 2008 10:01:12 -0800 /blog/4630/post_97159.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_96663.html?pid=p9814&m= I have a friend in her mid-twenties (my kid's friends come to visit me on their own and in time some of them have become my friends as well.)She's fallen for a guy in his mid-forties.Just what many of Wed, 11 Jun 2008 05:22:16 -0800 /blog/4630/post_96663.html?pid=p9814&m= /blog/4630/post_96535.html?pid=p9814&m= I spent years forgetting lies you never told meuntil one day I understoodWhat I had looked for with such fear and vigilance was a reflection of my own lack of surrender Mon, 09 Jun 2008 17:59:58 -0800 /blog/4630/post_96535.html?pid=p9814&m=