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tapping out loud Dec 15, 2008 8:50 am
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perhaps that is what one will find within this post----tapping's out loud---hence thinking out loud--just allowing some thoughts to find an outlet --a bit of sharing or just rambling tapping's--

within the personal of me a situation has arisen which has many a thought rambling within me--and most of them i have given voice to within the many circles of me--

and yet i am to tap here as well--a bit of sharing or just up and out with more thoughts--either way i am tapping out loud

human connections are a wondrous happening all their own--we as humans have this ability of bringing many or few (which ever the case may be) rather close to us--in part becoming a part or extension of us to a degree not fully for we indeed are our own person --and yet perhaps connection is not the correct word--bond--perhaps--either way this is a bit of what i will tap about out loud this day

within my personal life many people dwell within --for you see i am contained within many circles of being which grow as they should as i journey through this walk through life--

one person comes to mind within this tapping ---for a sisterhood indeed we share--a sibling-hood without the blood one could say --a relationship perhaps many would not understand--for you see whom i tap about is my soul sister--oh yes indeed connected by the souls---have been for many a moon--and it just seems to grow in ways that well words fail here

before i departed upon the journey of me--she and i spent sometime together--for she travels just a bit here and there doing what she does and sharing along the way

granted when she and i are together one would need a map or guide more times than not to follow just what we speak about and where we go with the thoughts that flow--never dull i grant you --rather amusing at times and then there are times when it gets rather serious--and the last meeting was indeed filled with much listed above and more

a comment she made had me a bit puzzled--and we chatted about just what she meant by this--only to have it resurface a span of time later and not a great span mind you --mere days--only this time the impaction of this statement was different--both in content and the feelings shared--and it rocked the core of me-just hearing what she shared--i can only imagine being within her shoes--and to a degree i am for the connection we share--and yet i can still only imagine and feel --

i know within what i am capable of doing to assist--and do not give second thought about doing so--for a fellow being is in need and i to an extent can fill a part of that need--without question and without measure--for it is a bit of who i am and just what it is that i do --

my offerings up have greatly increased and indeed i have reached out to support systems that just listen which is beyond measure and i honor each of them for wonderful souls indeed abound--

as this year draws to a close i will be venturing once again--perhaps putting the journey of me on hold--and yet not so--for perhaps in many factions this is part of the journey --not a most desired part i will grant you that one--and yet to journey into oneself as my journey is to be this indeed is part of just what is to be--

what i neglected to share within this post and perhaps will just say within the offerings we all do--a simple request place her there--with lights of healing and strength--thank you

peace
kel
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stepping stone Dec 8, 2008 9:45 am
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aptly put in many ways--and i have indeed put my feet upon this taking me upon a journey the journey of me--

many know that within this blog you may find a journal or diary of sorts of me--a ways and means for me to up and out thoughts and a very out in the world way of doing just that---some personal some just thoughts some sharing and a bit of oh this is fun and a bit of you have so got to be kidding me---my blog
indeed that is what one will find within the tapping i do here--

i do not pay mind to grammar--structure or the like--for at times well most times my mind and my fingers on this keyboard do not flow smoothly--almost a rush to get it down---and there are times indeed a map or guide is needed to follow what i do place here---perhaps many are not meant to follow but take what calls out to them to take and nothing more...

currently i am indeed upon a journey a journey of me---which can be rather unclear if one does not know a great deal or even a bit about me--and yet i am to share bits and pieces here---so i will

recently i have relocated to a new land a new state a new place for my journey finds me doing just that-and with any such journey whether it be relocating for a job a what ever there is a period of adjustment--a period of being lost--a period of a great deal ---and one indeed finds themselves questioning within have i done the right thing---have i truly --- emotions doing what they do emoting in many ways shapes and fashions--

will i allow the self doubt to be ever present and impeded what this journey indeed is all about--nope not really may allow it to be present for a bit but not long for you see i know in part what this journey is all about --the time of me--

which sounds rather self centered and selfish and truly it is not--it needs to be so that i am able to fully come into just who i am and what i am all about--doing what it is that i do for my fellow being---and sometimes the mountain needs to move cuz not all things come to the mountain---

so i stepped upon the first stepping stone of the journey of me--and am currently attempting to not only get my bearings- acclimating as well --and allowing a bit of the sadness i feel within to wash through me--cuz leaving a place you have known for many a moon indeed sadness is found--oh a great deal is found and perhaps within the first few days i am allowing me to work through it all --so that what i am to encounter ---as well as come into within this journey comes as it is meant to --one of awe and wonder--learning--teaching--sharing and just being me--the only me i have ever cared to be----

may i always be worthy of all that is presented--given and washed through me---may i always be humbled by the wonders of this world---may i always be just as i am ----me

oh this perhaps makes no great deal of sense other than i have taken the first step upon the stepping stones on the journey of just who and what i am to be----which is as it should be--the first step nothing more and nothing less---

peace
kel
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an entry Nov 26, 2008 11:10 am
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this is to be within the diary of agingone--that would be me--
this tapping will be the last for a bit--no i am not leaving ff--well at least not yet--instead what will happen is an adventure of me--perhaps it makes no great sense and yet it is to be--

within my spirit has been an unrest--one that has called for a span of time now--only to be stifled by me until now--perhaps one would say is out of character of me---and to a bit on this i would agree--and yet when the unrest continues to appear it is deep within myself i go--viewing all that is there and what more there is to have come to be--do i heed the call or stifle some more--a ponderance of the me kind to say the least--one that has been bouncing around more than i would ever admit--

as i viewed all that was for me to view--and a glimmer of what was to be--within myself the spirit of me--indeed it is time to answer the call --an adventure awaits indeed this i know--with learnings and teachings of the me kind or the kind of me---indeed this is so

many chats have occurred within the personal family of me-as well as within the many circles of me-- a bit of a shock and awe indeed occurred--and yet many a well wish and blessing have been found--this i am thankful for as we all are no doubt will always be--for blessing one can never have to many --and well wishes need i say more--

so an adventure is to be had for me--where it takes me is to new land--exploring and learning as i go about doing what it is that i do and sharing as i go -perhaps coming into more of what i am to be-- what i am to do --and where all i am to go ---as the new chapter unfolds

now granted the kiddos are a bit amiss and yet they know deep within i will always be within reach--may have to travel a bit to heed a call --yet they as well as i know it will always be so--for the bonds we have will continue to grow and whom is to say a deeper love will not be felt--this i feel to be so--for when one loves without measure it does tend to grow --this i know to be so

to end this entry indeed i will do ---with some simple wishes from me to you --

make the most of each day presented for no two alike--what wonders they indeed are--
give to others as you would hope to receive--endlessly and unconditionally
practice random acts of kindness for they are the bomb
reach out to your fellow being for one person at a time indeed much is done--
give of yourself to others --a shoulder--an ear--a kind word or so --endless hugs for indeed they do grow--
above all the rest may you always find the love and laughter within life-

peace
kel
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Thanks and giving Nov 24, 2008 6:20 am
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oh i know i have done a post on thanks and giving in the past---
and yet when i personally think about thanksgiving--it is the two words not just two words rolled into one--

thanks --a magical word all its own---we all know this to be so--perhaps taken for granted for it was intended and yet not spoken-
thanks and thankfulness is a post all its own--oh not by me--yet we should all agree we find this so--

giving --goes without saying does it not---would hope so---for by giving is something harmed or made brighter---yes just me thoughts--

so instead of going on with the thoughts---i will simply tap here

happy thanksgiving week to one and to all --
when you gather with family and friends take a moment and allow the thanks and the giving to flow freely --for indeed when one or more are gathered love and laughter indeed is found---

so happy thanks and giving from my haven to yours--
many blessings always

peace
kel
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a reminder is given to the lumps of the land Nov 22, 2008 11:28 am
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off to misty you go for a task is at hand---
a challenge you face with your best poise and grace
neatness counts so dot the i's and cross the t's
and allow the words to flow---

the bidders are bidding without much haste
wonder what lies ahead for us to taste
am told many a heart awaits for just a mere glance
oh dare i say taste--
so off you go to misty without great haste--
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parade of lumps Nov 21, 2008 6:08 pm
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a supreme honor has been bestowed upon the village of stinkerville---the first ever parade of lumps---not just your everyday sort of lumps but the finest lumps found throughout the realm---once all lumps have eagerly acknowledged the lumpy honor bestowed upon them we shall all be bedazzle--beguiled and perhaps bewitched by just what it is that these lumps have to offer---are we lucky or what

ladies mind your manners just a wee bit---we truly do not want a riot to ensue right off the bat---some of these lumps seem to be rather shy about sharing their wears/wares----can you believe that one---me neither but so far we have one who -well is half way there---he needs to post his bill of goods and i have an idea that they indeed will be good---so we can be naughty --he is tough he can take it and love every second of it without a doubt

so come on hamster dude show us your wears/wares and for the rest of the lumps brucey is leading the way so come on in the chocolate---oops i mean water is fine

i hear the chant from the masses now ---lumps lumps lumps on parade--hooray we have lumps on parade
gowerboy
Sir_T

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do you recall Nov 21, 2008 6:55 am
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a small enchanted village within a forest once written about--
a magical village of sorts visited a span of time ago where a rather unique adventure began--for a rather unique goddess reigns there----

do you recall the brief adventures found within this village---what village you may ask---why stinkerville---do you recall the adventures of the goddess stink and stinkerville-----something within my bones tells me quite an adventure waits there- i can hear the beat of the music can you ----for stinkerville is gearing up for quite an event-

shall we visit stinkerville and see what we find---

peace
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this is for you Nov 20, 2008 7:04 am
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deb aka uneek--

the magic of snowmen through my eyes--

the wonders of snow are endless--no two snow flakes ever the same--and yet magic is found within each snowfall through out the world--all one has to do is look--feel --for it is so

a cleansing by mother nature perhaps some would say --the laying of a huge fluffy quilt through out the land during the winter season--as the flora and fauna gather nutrients as they grow to present a wondrous spring not far away --what an unfolding awaits us all --

and yet it is the magic of snowmen which i speak here--many are created each winter this is true---and yet with each creation they are brand new--for when the first snow of winter does appear --it is the snow of this winter where the magic begins--

laughter is heard through out the lands as wee ones and yes deb not so wee ones begin to play with the snow creating a bit of magic along the way ---oh indeed i am a huge fan of snowmen --have been for many a moon--perhaps i have never given a thought as to why i am until now--until the words of deb on this day i found---

not certain i could do justice to what i mean --so simply my words deb from me to well the world cuz i am tapping it here--

when one places a snowman within the minds eye--what do you see--why balls of snow that is a given--and yet within those balls of snow what do you see--close your eyes deb and feel with the heart --tell me what do you see---no not what you see--what you feel --tell me deb what is it you feel---a bit of magic i wager indeed is found--filled with endless laughter and love with each pat upon the snow a bit of magic is found --can you feel it--breathe it deep in--for oh what wonders it truly is--perhaps one could say allowing the child within to come out come out where ever you are and just play ---magic i tell you --with each pat of the snow---

many years ago my collection began with a snowman of my grandmothers given to me--and just something about the magic of each snowfall has not only me gathering more but those who know me sending them from far and near---for you see deb just like the snowflake no two exactly alike--yet filled with the magic --
simply magic at best--the most wonderful magic i know--love and laughter --need i say more---

so there you have it my friend the magic of a snowman through my eyes--and i share freely here---

feel the hugs missy cuz they flow endlessly

peace
kel
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a snippet Nov 19, 2008 7:38 am
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of the adventures of herbert and ethel

shall we drop in for a brief visit today ---perhaps a bit of history of sorts is needed--a setting of the scene if you will

herbert and ethel--grew up in the same town--he a year older in school than she--they attended the same functions and church--it just seemed natural they would marry --and they did--making their home within the town they knew--for all the generations before them had done so--a nice place to be--simple folk really --quiet folk truly--herbert and ethel just knew it to be so

they raised a family and did what they do--herbert a long standing member of the good old boy club--and ethel the master seamstress in the sewing bee--all within the town they know --the only town they have ever known--you know nice quiet folks are found here---the town where everyone knows there neighbor and if you wanted to be in the know just find herbert and ethel for though they mind their own --they mind others as well --not much goes by these two --just ask them they will tell you so--perhaps more than you cared to know--just gentle folk really --minding their own --

so the back drop is set--and within the minds eye one is able to see a small town as well as stir up images of herbert and ethel is this not so--- this being said a snippet has begun of the adventures of herbert and ethel---a visiting we will go

peace
kel
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life changes Nov 18, 2008 3:23 pm
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when one hears the words life changes --many things come to the mind --through the mind---actions--thoughts--thoughts put into action---actions put into thoughts--yes i am weaving --perhaps with words as well as within the thoughts of my mind--all with two words that combined go from something minute to something huge--

when one hears the words life changes--the two words by themselves are enough to make one pay attention--and yet combined perhaps they are enough to scare the bejesus out of a soul.

is there a purpose to this tapping--well yes and no--depends upon the person reading and depends upon the person tapping
factoring in outer and inner events --happenings--thoughts--actions--no matter the words life changes--

life the adventure we all travel as we journey upon the paths we are upon
changes--why is it we cringe with this word--takes us out of our norm our comfy perhaps--and yet could it be the impact of the change the anticipation of the what could ---what is---what will be that has us cringe---

combined and what mighty words they are-----life changes---changes of life---changes in life---hmm interesting perhaps only to me and yet you must agree what mighty words they are---life changes

peace
kel
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