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Aug 4, 2011 7:08 am
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It indeed has been a fair bit of time since I have tapped into the diary of the agingone ---this morning finds me just tapping thoughts in an endless ramble --
Mother nature indeed has a mind all her own this summer--when one hears flooding or flash flooding up here--holy crows comes to mind--for we are still awaiting the final crest of the rivers--
Life is pretty good--embarked upon an adventure of my own --not always liking what I hear--yet knowing the higher power does not give us more than we can handle--that one finds my hair turning shades of gray and white--it is what it is and making the best of it along the way --for what my purpose is and what the higher powers purpose for me is --perhaps do not always see eye to eye--imagine that one
life happenings of those within the many circles of me --find me both in elation and concern--yet we all have our lives to live--so the most I am capable of doing is listening and keeping them within my thoughts and offerings --life indeed takes us all upon some wonder filled journeys---does it not
have witnessed the true unfolding of what does happen when one give up the will and spirit to be among the living--this one found me numb beyond numb--a saint among the living and now a saint overseeing us all---
teaching one of the wee ones to drive is a hair raising adventure--amazing how I am able to do this when I was unable with my kiddos ---go figure
a few more out and abouts within my sites- one never knows where I might venture to ---let alone what I might just do --that is the scary part--ha ha
all in all --counting my blessings along the way --spreading some love and laughter and kindness along the way --what more could one truly ask for --
peace
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a day to honor the mothers
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May 5, 2011 5:58 am
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as mothers day quickly approaches--finds me with many memories of my mother and the times we spent together--perhaps from her in a small way did I indeed gather -mother's day is genderless--for are we all not equipped with the ability of nuturing, guiding and indeed loving without measure not only our flesh and blood , those we come into contact with as we journey through this walk in life---to me this is and it will always be truth
so Happy day of the mother to one and all ---sprinkle a bit of kindness along your way
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Life Lessons
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Apr 28, 2011 8:36 am
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This morning finds my mind filled with just that lessons in life.
Contained within the diary of this agingone --a senerio --or could it be life and the lessons presenting themselves currently. You decide.
Perhaps working in health care for as long as I have--presents views that many do not see or care to view. Could be a part of who I am as well and the path of life I follow. Tied in knots in one view and spitting nails in another ,a combination of both and yet still find myself seeking just why it must be so.
On with the senerio, attempt to place yourself in this one and honestly think what would I do .
A being brought into this world many moons ago, past environment hazy never a clear view, brief facts of this happening and that happening come to light with each life happening along the way.
Aging indeed takes place, with moments in time that come to light as this journey takes place. As with any and all life we are faced with decision making happenings that either see us stepping
up to the plate or walking away from the plate.
Imagine if you will a member of your family declining in health. Needing extra care to continue upon the path of life. We all have been or will be upon this path in one facet or another. Now add in to this the externals or internal externals, an unhappy home life, addiciton of some sort, or perhaps abuse in what ever format which comes to mind. Does it cloud one's ability to step up when needed, if so how so and why. Are we not able to grow beyond and become a bigger person that what has been presented in the past. If not why ? What is to be truly gained , otehr than revenge of the most cruel kind.
So the senerio. Coming from a broken home with alcohol being the bestest goodest friend , tossing away all which at one point was good. As we age are we not able to work within to come to some sort of resolve within to see the inner torment of the soul for what ever unknown reason.
Now toss in this , taking control of this life, in the format of making all decisions for this person, a bit if you will like playing God in my way of thinking. Read on and it might just become clear.
Now toss in the mix ,this soul needing a setting where care is given 24/7. Yet you hold the power to have the care be or not within the palm of your hand. Would you could you yield this power at the drop of a hat in the best interest of this person, or would it be in the best interest of you personally.
Having health concerns present themselves where you hold all the power of making the decisions of what is to be done. Would you not have the wishes of the soul in forefront in doing so. Would you have your wishes in the forefront . Or flat have not a care or concern one as to what does happen .
Is that not playing God. To me this is so , and when one has the power or control over anothers health and well being should it not always be the souls wishes within our thoughts always.
So imagine also, bieng a product of a broken home where alcohol plays a huge factor, does it not jade ones view. Yet through the jaded view some level of caring comes to light for this person is now the person to make all decisions for this soul.
In doing so , one would hope it is for the best interest of the person , not for some cruel revenge . I hold your life in my hands and watch what I can do now.
Wish I could say it was a a fragment of thought, instead it is life and the life happenings for one soul within our care, and quite frankly I am beyond confused how and why one person would and does be as harmful to another as is being witnessed. For what purpose truly for what purpose.
The saddest of it all , is this soul is now upon the end path of life, as life ebbs away,each day the care remains the same , for that shall never change. Yet how sad how truly utterly sad to witness it all as it unfolds. For what purpose truly for what purpose.
Lesson within the lining, we the human race, not a perfect being among us , forgive one another, grow into the persons we are all meant to be, and for pity sake cast aside the past and bring the present into light filled with love and laughter, for not a one of us knows for certain just how long we are meant to walk upon this path through this journey in life. We all have so much to give to share with one another .
Having the power of decision making ability does not allow us to play at being God. It allows us to assist those in life who can no longer state this is what I want. Should never be what another wants for them or does not want for them .. Cruel and for what bloddy reason ,what is to be gained truly .
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Clearing out the cobwebs
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Apr 21, 2011 8:13 am
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Indeed has been a stretch since agingone has tapped within her diary
this morning finds me clearing out the cobwebs--a bit on the dusty side--oh my
A quick tapping to wish all a blessed Easter--as well as to celebrate the Earth not only on Earth day --each and every day
many blessings to all
peace
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Gobsmacked
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Feb 17, 2011 9:07 am
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This morning finds me tapping a mini rant if you will--a bit hot under the collar upon this chilly morning--
This morning --truthfully during the night mother nature and jack frost are doing what they do best in the winter months--the dance of the snowflakes---always a wonder to watch --quite fun to frolic within as well.
With shovel in hand this morning found me clearing the walkways for the folks who reside within the place I work. While doing this task --the plow guy showed up--a good thing for mother nature and jack frost indeed are allowing the dance of the snowflake in great abundance---
Asking one simple question of the plow guy found me gobsmacked---utterly gobsmacked---perhaps he is having a bad day or running a bit behind--yet it hit me wrong and did so in short order.
If you give me a minute I will move the van so that the landing pad area can indeed be cleared---a reasonable request would you not think so ---his reply is I should have thought of that before he came to plow--and he put his foot to the go pedal raced his engine and was gone .--Gobsmacked indeed I am --holy crows--
Now a couple of years ago this same plow person while plowing managed to damage the wooded fence just a lot and not one word came out of his mouth . Had it not been for someone fascinated with snow seeing this take place--he would not have said a word.
Since I do not own the property yet help maintain the property the incident of this morning found me utterly gobsmacked---
The landing pad in which I am speaking is a ways and means to load and unload wheelchairs as well as allow EMS to enter with the gurney when needed or warranted.
Two seconds more would have been all it took from the plow man .
Leaves me gobsmacked--humans and human nature never a dull study
As for me I am thinking it is time to invest in a new toy of sorts--and just allow the plowman to go on down the road to never revisit here again .
Am offering up that the plowman indeed has a better day than what he indeed exhibited this morning --for who is to say that one day the clearing of a landing pad perhaps saves his being.
As for me --indeed looking into a new toy to play with during the winter months ---heck it might just come in handy year round ---
one never knows
there is my mini rant of this day --as the dance of the white continues ---might just be time to go frolic a bit within the white --yes might just be time to frolic in the snow
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Just a Tapping
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Jan 27, 2011 6:55 am
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This morning finds me tapping within agingone's diary --not certain just what will be found within this tapping --could be quite an adventure all its own.
The first month of the new year drawing to a close--at times I find myself wondering just where I have been that time or the marking of time has gotten away from me . Could it be that the word of time or marking of time has taken on a new dimension or meaning to me , could be . With me one just never quite knows what it means, and yet the only true meaning should be and truly
does lie within me . Could that not be said for us all .
Life is good , presenting endless twist and turns within the journey of this life I am upon. Making one see views intended for viewing by the soul upon the path . Indeed this is so .
Though the view may not always be crystal clear from the beginning it does gain clarity as one journeys. A bit of hindsight and foresight , perhaps --lessons always . May I always be an apt student.
Oh make no mistake , there be a fair bit of dopa kicking along this journey . Far from being a perfect person , indeed this is so . Yet through some of the dopa kicking views present themselves which could indeed lie dormant so wanting to be within the light . Indeed this holds true for all humans. Humans and human nature never a dull study. So much to learn to live to be within ,to give to share , as it is meant to be .
Memories revisited, created and upon creation . Which makes no logical sense other than to say this month found me in quiet reflection honoring my mother, what a wonderful soul she indeed is , though her shell is no longer among us , her spirit indeed dwells within all she touched on her journey through this walk in life. Then I found myself in celebration of the birth of her name sake . Could it truly be that span of time. Oh my goodness. Feels like yesterday . What a beautiful soul she indeed is becoming . This indeed can be said for all humans in one format or another . Just happens to be a mini journey for me this month .
Each day presented indeed presents many lessons to us all , up to the person to either be within the lesson or opt to ignore the lesson only to have it present itself once again within a different format. Can this not be said of us all . I believe this to be so . A part of what life and living is truly all about is it not .
As this month draws to a close with the dawn of a new month upon the horizon , may this year bring to one and all many blessings -for they do come in many formats.
Peace
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fare the well 2010
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Dec 30, 2010 7:35 am
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Coming to the diary of agingone this morning--finds me in reflection of the events of this year as it draws to a close.
Memories created-stored and some revisited. All in all as with each year, many life lessons presented. Some cast aside until they knock so hard one can not ignore them , face them and deal head on. Some cut to the core on ones being. Others leave the heart and soul so uplifted and warm it goes beyond mere words.
The circle of life presenting itself always. The loss of those near and dear to us, find us all within quiet measure and reflection. With some loss it leaves one striving to become active perhaps more so than in the past to bring about change so that perhaps one day , no life is lost due to a disease on a rampage. We all have such memories or life happenings within us all.
This would just happen to be the diary of the agingone , and some memories shared.
Early in the year found me coming back to the stomping ground which is near and dear to my heart. A home in which many dwell and yet magic is always found . Life lessons daily and yet it is more of the sharing--caring and giving of one another that indeed the magic is found. I am blessed to be able to do for a job the dreaded work word, something which is encased within my soul. Caring for people. Oh make no mistake, there indeed are times one wants to pull the hair out , as well as just throw ones hands up, yet those moments make one stronger . For me this is true.
Within the world we all dwell the word recession is ever present.
So many fellow beings out of a job or even a home . To me recession is not what has been going on , depression indeed. The stories not only of my family , many families who went through the 30's come to mind. Different indeed and yet not so when one truly views. For as advanced as we humans claim to be , quite backward in many ways. The whole of it all found within my thoughts and offerings daily. A mighty shift within the universe indeed presenting a mere glance as to what will be.
Some call me naive, with one wish I have had for many many moons, world peace. Will it be within this walk in life I am upon. One person at a time paying it forward for the greater good of all , perhaps. Does not change me , perhaps it does teach some life lessons to the younger generations of me . May it always be so .
This year found a family gathering or so underway a few times during the year. How blessed we all truly are with family. Indeed we can as well be cursed by family , and yet as we gather it strengthens the bonds we have to untold measures. Something within the blood , or something within the soul. Either way we share and continue to share from far and near. To me that is what family is , the good the bad and the indifferent, bringing about bonds of strength and love that grow and grow.
Within the personal of me --found many changes going on with my kiddos and wee ones. In the words of me , bringing more of who they are and what they are about out for the world to see and what bright lights they each are , so much to give to the world in which we all dwell. The gray hair moments present themselves as well, the wonderful of those is witnessing my kiddos bonding together to see each other through what is presented, that indeed makes me one proud momma. Knowing that somewhere, somehow in some way they have been given the core in which to shine within themselves for the world to witness.
When one ignores the body , it will indeed let itself be known , at times in not so subtle ways. The adventure I am upon personally with this adventure has found me going to doctor upon doctor, with the outcome of life changes and lifestyle changes.
The word change within us all is a huge obstacle .Personally those obstacles are being knocked down and cast aside. Not an easy adventure and yet an adventure which finds me perhaps more in-tune to me now then I have been for a span of time. A motto within the forefront, we are never given more than we can handle. The change aspect is where I am currently , and being a mere human , resistant to change is second nature, however the mental um-ph needed is presenting itself, and each day a change is indeed taking place. For there are many more souls to meet and many more adventures to be upon . Ya know.
My blessings are many , added to daily in ways beyond measure ,may it always be so . So fare thee well to 2010, as I tuck the moments aways within the memory banks and turn to face the new year, what adventures shall be presented, time will tell .
Many blessings to all
peace
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Merry Christmas
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Dec 23, 2010 7:34 am
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from our neck of this world to yours
a wish for a Christmas filled with wonder--light and love
many blessings to all
peace
kel
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small tapping
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Nov 24, 2010 9:55 am
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just popping in with a small tapping
have a wonder filled thanks and giving one and all
many blessings
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Bucket List
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Nov 17, 2010 2:05 pm
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Perhaps we have all seen or perhaps shared a version of this with one another through an endless string of forward via e-mail
Now the movie done I would say indeed give it a view ---captures a bit of the heart if not all the heart
have received a version or so via the e mail do dad myself--and yet never have I gone beyond viewing what was shared--
Bucket list--to fill up or to empty --age old question akin to glass half empty or glass half full
as of late I have heard one to many times to my liking that I am not 25 any longer--age has always been a state of mind to me--as it should be--for if we mark ourselves with a number do we not at some point begin to resemble the number---must say the hearing of this has gotten my dander up a bit --with the thought of bucket list following suit
as the adventure I am currently upon keeps presenting this that and the other --I keep within my mind the higher power never gives or presents us with more than we can handle--granted it does test the patience or will of us from time to time and yet if the answers were always given would we journey or adventure --perhaps finding us upon paths never dreamed of traveling upon --
does it not course through our souls finding the umph reserve of bring it on within us all --or not ---
as the words bucket list ramble around the gray matter am wondering should I truly fill it up or dump it out ---who is to say when or how a bucket is truly filled -----
what you find here is a ramble of substance on one measure and just a ramble on another
many blessings to all who enter here
peace
kel
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