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9/2/2010 8:44 am |
It has been awhile since I have tapped here---another month was indeed greeted a few days ago --crispness within the air--autumn not far away -- The gray matter with the pings and pongs of the marble that rattles within indeed is either mush or going a mile a minute-- Sometimes it takes true life happenings or should I say witness of true life happenings to make the marble go just a wee bit faster in many directions. I have said and will continue to say --humans and human nature never a dull study ---and yet is it that we are actually studying--within one format indeed--for each day learning on one level or another takes place--may not always recognize it as such --yet learning none the less. A great deal has presented itself not only within the personal of me --the everyday of me as well . Can say the kiddos and the wee ones are doing well ----thanks be--growing and blooming always into the persons they are--gives me pause from time to time to pat myself on the back --for some where down the line I actually did something worth while upon the path of parenthood---oh make no mistake many a gray hair has sprouted as well --yet would not trade any of them --- Within the field I work --sometimes I want to shout out long and loud--and yet would it truly make a difference---other than me shouting out ---humans and human nature---. Persons in all ways come into my life just as the saying goes --for a reason a season --etc. Perhaps that is where I am aiming with this tapping. One being weighs heavy within my thoughts and within the gray matter. Is it that I am so attempting to grasp understanding of a dynamic of family, or is it the compassion within that finds me so heavy within thought and offering up. Perhaps both . To wage a battle with a disease with endless support is still a battle heavy and hard. To wage a battle with no support---harder should it be is it meant to be this way . Why ---constantly that question of why presents itself. Granted this person is truly not alone in a sense,,,and yet alone as well --I guess what I speak of here is blood family ---now granted I will tell you I have a huge family and it grows--the family of man --oh my blood family is not small --though we may not always see eye to eye--I know if one wages a battle support is there --- Estrangement indeed happens for a number of reasons---some when you get to brass tacks is super sillious---and yet we are speaking of human and human nature---sometimes it is in the best interest of a person to severe bonds--for safety sake--and I am not just speaking physical safety --emotional and mental safety are included--- Each day I find myself offering up for a healing light to blanket this person --for unconditional love to hold them tight -for the warmth of compassion to embrace them like none other--to draw the needed strength from those around them when the going gets tougher --the courage to battle --I could go on and on and yet the point is plain to see---just offer up for this person -- For you see this person is a hoot--my words---it is plain to see-- I am honored she entered my life---for a season a reason -- the sharing flows freely between us ---it is as if I have known her many a year ---and yet perhaps --well no---I have known her many a year---an old soul connecting with my soul---our travels and paths connected when they were meant -sharing learning caring indeed -- no this makes not a great deal of sense if one just reads the words---one has to feel the words---humans and human nature never a dull study --- peace love and laughter kel |
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9/2/2010 5:59 pm |
Kel...love, light, and the brightest positive thoughts and prayers. I hope things reverse for this person. It is a lonely path we walk sometimes. And then...how are you? Been a time or two, hasn't it? Love and hugs... Tinkerbell Feel the passion, walk in peace, live in love....Ari 
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